Dr. Angelo Knight

I thought I would pee on myself when Bella arrived at my room. I thought she wasn't coming. In fact, I prayed that she wouldn't come. I don't know what the hell happened to me since I met her. Since I touched her. It was as if my body had been on fire since then. I didn't touch any other woman. My mind was only on her, and had been, since I'd left Helen last night, without ejaculating.

I went back home and I jerked off, remembering every inch of Bella's body. I have never lost myself to another woman in the way that I had with Bella. It was as if she was a witch and she'd thrown some spells on me. I have never been terrified of any whore before. For god sake, I am the most experienced womanizer around and yet, there I was, trembling in front of this virginal girl as if I had never seen a set of tits before; as if I had never in my life had sexual intercourse of any kinds.

There's something different about her though. Her showing up and telling me that she'd been touched before and that she gave the best blowjob in town; that had been a surprise. I felt jealous and angry, and impotent.

I wanted her though. I wanted to be her first; maybe her last. Admittedly, she is brave and strong, and it was hard for me to imagine the scenario she'd described, but her confidence was a turn on for me. I have never met anyone like her in my entire life. When she told me that she was afraid of falling in love with me though, that was frightening. It means that she feels something towards me in the same that I do for her, and I couldn't handle the idea that I might not ever see her again. I hopped off my chair and blocked her path, preventing her from going out.

As a compromise, I invited her to dinner so that we could talk.

I have never done that. Talk to a girl. What the fuck was I thinking! I fooled around with women, had them to my house, but only to show them my bed. It was sex. Nothing more, nothing less. Now I was asking this girl to go on a date with me?! I was acting weird. I knew it, but I'd lost sight of who I was.

She accepted my offer and her every move gave me signals that she was seducing me. Then again, maybe I was just jumping to conclusions, because I wanted her so much.

I don't know why I was so shocked when I saw the car that she was driving. It could have been because Helen has the same car. But I didn't think anything more about. It was obviously nothing more than a coincidence.

She asked me to drive her, and I was so happy, but when she leaned close to me, she was so close to me, and she smelled so good, that I nearly ejaculated in my trousers. I couldn't resist her beauty, but I had no desire to make a fool of myself – but I wasn't making good decisions.

I moved my hands on her thighs, which made her flinch. Her breath was labored and I could see her breast rise and fall. I whispered into her ear. I said, "Don't open the fire on the devil because you won't be able to kill him."

I don't know why I said? It was nonsensical. It made no sense. Perhaps, in my own weird way, I was warning her to stay away from me? Maybe I was afraid and I was doing my best, subconsciously, to push her away.

She smirked and laughed. "Don't worry," she said. "I can handle your devil.. so long as you don't beg to fuck."

She took me off the guard with her riveting eyes. She wanted me to know that she could resist my charm and my touch.

I nodded and we drove to the restaurant without saying any other words. I glanced at her from time to time, but she was neglecting me. She didn't even look at me until we'd reached the restaurant. I got out and opened her door for her politely, wanting to see how impressed she'd be.

According to her, I still wasn't welcome to take her heart in between my palms! I saw it as a challenge though, and I accepted the challenge.

She placed her hands over my shoulder and looked at me curiously. "Is this alright?" she wondered, "or are you afraid of being caught by your woman or your girl in there?"

I laughed hysterically because, for me, that was a joke. Afraid? I wished that I could explain what kind of man she was dealing with. I bent my arms around her waist and leaned to her earlobe. "Not me," I whispered. "No one woman on earth could make me scared. Not even a virgin girl like you, Ms. Blowjob." I teased her and she raised her brow, dumbfounded by my words. I admit that that was harsh and impolite, but she started it.

Once we stepped inside, I asked the manager for a table. She bit her lips as she looked at me. "Wow," she exclaimed. "You got us a table instantly. I guess you are a regular guest here. I wonder what kind of women you bring here!"

I ignored her until we reached my table. I pulled a chair for her and I sat next to her. I smiled and fiddled with my fingers. "Actually," he said, "I come here daily, but you are the first woman that I've brought here."

I took the menu and handed her one to choose from. She gave it a cursory glance and said, "Order for us both."

"Are you allergic t anything?" I asked her.

She shook her head "Nope," she replied. "I am only allergic to men like you." She winked and shot a sly smile in my direction.

I ordered my usual, for two, and a wine bottle. As our appetizers arrived, we found ourselves chatting amicably, until our conversation was interrupted by one of her colleagues. He's handsome, but not more than I am. He was rich; that was obvious from the clothing he was wearing, plus he wore a diamond necklace around his neck.

He kissed Bella cheeks. "Bella!" he exclaimed. What are you doing here? Long time no see." The guy acted as if he used to be her boyfriend. At that moment though, while I was gazing at both of them angrily, the waitress at our table with our meals.

Bella nodded and kissed the guy back. "Yes," she said. "It has been too long. How's everything been going?"

The guy stared at me for a while, and then he switched his attention back to Bella "Did you got married?" he wondered. "What I mean is – is this man your husband?"

Bella turned her eyes to me, then back to the other guy. Then she diverted the topic. "So," she wondered. "Is your father still the owner of this restaurant?"

The guy nodded. "Yes and no," he replied. "Actually, he passed away years ago and now I'm the owner. I will cover the cost of your meal. I wish though, that we could meet later and catch up."

I groaned and said, "No, I will pay. Do I not look like a man to you?! If you don't mind, you should excuse us. We are not here to talk with you. We are here to have dinner together."

I spoke rudely, but I wanted to ensure that he got the point. He looked momentarily startled, but then he glared at Bella. "And who is this, for god sake?" he wondered, more than a little annoyed.

Bella raised her brow and shoot him a look of disgust. She said, "This man has a dick bigger than you. He will be my first and my last. Now, do as he told you to do; move your ass off or I will him fuck you up your ass. Then again, and I bet you would like his dick up your ass."

The guy cleared his throat and pulled himself away from the table immediately, more humiliated by Bella's words than by anything that I'd said. I too was stunned though. She'd said that I would be her first and her last?! Had she meant it, or had she only said it to humiliate the other man. For sure, I did not know.

I opened my mouth to ask her but she gestured to the food. After a few bites though, she said, "I guess we should start our sessions tomorrow. I still won't let you fuck me, at least not until you deserve me. That being said, you should still enjoy watching me masturbate and, if you're good, I may also let you finger diddle my cunt."

The girl was playing with my brain now and the room began to spin. I may have already seen her vagina, but it definitely hadn't been much of an interactive experience. I'd had gloves on, for fuck's sake! But I wouldn't hand over control of everything as easily as she thought I might. I determined that I would turn her on and make her beg on her knees for me to fuck her! I would show her what I could do!'

I nodded. "Tomorrow will do," I said. "Same time/same place; by then my clinic will be ready for your first masturbation session."