|The darkest twenty fourth night. |

Angeliqui

Today I turned 21

And I cannot stop shaking

As I make my way towards my safe haven

To my lake

And I allow the soothing water and breeze to calm me down

For what feels like one hour I enjoy myself

Why do I feel as if someone's watching me

As if answering my non verbal question

A pair of strong hands from behind grabbed and spinned me

His front to my back

" who are you, watcha doing, leave me " I screeched

" tsk little girl" he seethed in a gruesome voice

His fingers digging in my skin

Making it impossible for me to speak with pain overwhelming every feeling

And then

Some thing is there

Something hard poking in my butt

Oh no

He's doing it on purpose

I kick and scream

Only, he's so much more powerful

Slowly he starts to pull my frock up

Touching me with gruesome fingers that are so dangerously close to my core

Noooo

A scream of horror leaves my lips as something so loud and swift sounded

A bullet?

And suddenly the man trying to harass me went limp and falling to the ground

Before I could caught my breathe

He stole them by stepping out of my dreams to infront me

Dark charcoal suit

Diamond cuff links

Dark hairs

Eyes same as they were in my dreams

Arms so strong and masculine, they're bulging from his sleeves

Personality as if no one could exist when he does

For a moment we both are silent

Nothing else existed

Just him and him and him

Eyes so dark I could drown in somewhere so deep with no escape

Arms so powerful, they could wreck me with a simple snap

He's about an long arm taller than me

And so masculine

Everything about him is screaming of violence and power

He's the same man who invade my dreams every night

Same eyes

Same arms

Same look in his five o clock shadow face

How can he be real

His personality is so captivating I cannot look anywhere else

My breath caught

Oh no

He's staring at me

His gaze piercing every confident morsel of mine

He could make me do anything he wants just by the way he's looking at me

Ever so slowly he stepped towards me

Suddenly I'm timid and jittery

Why?....... Even though I'm thinking my voice inside of my head is a mere whisper

" walk with me, girl " he commanded in such a stern voice that I feel wobbly in my legs

" where " my voice is small, I'm embarrassed

" and who are you " " and why should I walk with you " ugh, why am I behaving like this

Because of the feeling that's swirling inside me

The feeling of past, ancient eras colliding

As if I'm meeting the man I've met in every era and life

But I'm timid

" because I am Barsetti " he answered and started moving

And my heart stopped

Oh no

He's here

The Barsetti is here

History is here

Answers locked in the parchments from different era's is right here

My end is right here

Infront of my eyes

So it begins

It's the beginning of my end

It's the beginning of my our fate

And so I followed him

Not because he asked me but because he's walking in my home's direction and I have to walk in that direction too

Liar

You would've sat here for at least two more hours but you're walking because he's asked you to

Regardless

I walk

Observing his body from behind

He's completely toned and masculine and cruel and cold looking

" got paralyzed in your little legs? "

He asked casually

" what..? I mean no, obviously not, why would you ask that " my stupid voice is shaky

" then walk fucking fast " he seethed

No other answer

Just one cold reply

God

Then we walk in silence for five minutes before it hit my mind

Why on earth I'm accepting everything he's saying

I shouldn't and hence I won't

I stopped walking and turned around

I wanted to spend more time near the lake, right!

So I will

And just like that I started walking in the direction I came from

Towards the lake

One step, two, three

Oh no

He grabbed my shoulder

His skin on mine

It feels as if fire ignited

He sets my skin on fire just by touching

Shut up

His fingers are digging in my skin

Just like that man's fingers were only his touch is not disgusting

Do you mean you like his touch!

No

I don't

I can't

" where do you think you're going " he muttered, so close to my ear that I can practically feel his breathe

Ohhhhhh

But I have to answer him like a grown up woman

So I do

" I'm returning to my lake, I want to spend more time there and uhm I wasn't following your command to follow you anyways, I was walking on my own " done, I said it all

But by the end my voice is shaky

Ugh

" oh really " he said

" uhmm " is all I can manage

" shut up, you know you were following my command " lowering his voice he added " my voice did that to you " he spoke in the shell of my ear

Making my body tickle in my lady parts

" your voice did nothing " I managed

" you mean my voice didn't made you follow my command without any pressure, you mean you aren't wet already for me" his lips are nibbling on my ear lobe

What on earth is happening

He's just only met me and he's already doing these things

I didn't played unknown stranger with him because we both know that I know who's he

And he's here and that point alone proves he knows the history too

But still

He should treat a woman with more chivalry

" if I thrust my finger in you, won't I find my fingers drenched, girl "

I need to get away from this egoistical arsehole

But I'm a mature brave woman

I'd give him an answer

" I think you're mistaken sir and you'd find nothing of the sort and I request you treat me with the same respect I am treating you with and do not show your true scum colors "

His face turned red

Teeth clenched

Probably I shouldn't have called him scum

" scum? Hmm? I'll show you exactly what my colors are "

Nooooo

Damn

My instincts says I should get away from him

This egoistical arsehole



Oh my

He didn't just do that

But it's real

His fingers are traveling the same route my harasser's fingers did

Only

As ashamed as I am to admit

I like it

I want him to continue

But

No

I have to stop this

Trying to pry his fingers away ,I say

" Do not "

He doesn't

Of course he doesn't

He pinched there once and before I know his fingers are there where no one's fingers ever did

I'll kill him for this

How dare he

Touch me when I clearly said no

How dare he find out what I was feeling like this

How dare he not respect my diginity

How dare he push my frock up and knickers to the side to push his fingers in

I scratch his hands

He ain't stopping

He's ..

He's..

He's rotating his fingers

Uhmm noo

He can't do this

How dare he

" if you have any respect for your opposite gender remove your vile fingers from my core "

And he did

But with a smirk

His fingers are glistening soaked

Noooo

He brings them up between us right infront of my eyes and scissors and unscissors them

Spreading my arousal

Playing with them

God

He didn't had to degrade me like this

It's really humiliating

He and my own body both have humiliated me

How dare I get drenched

How dare he call me out on that like this ,after touching me

After touching me!

He'll pay

I'm furious for what he did

But

He's now sucking on his fingers

He gotta stop

How can he do this

What if we weren't alone

What if people were here

What if someone would have seen

How can he treat me with such low amount of respect

Where's chivalry

Furious tears blur my vision

Just because he got me drenched down there

Just because he made my body tickle doesn't mean

He can do this to me

No one ever treated me this way

Is this how my life would be from now

Now that the past from four hundred years back is here

Before I know

Tears are strolling down my cheeks

He's practically a stranger

Well, excluding his name from the parchments

He is a well and total stranger

And he just shoved his fingers inside me

In a public place

As if it's completely okay

He stares at me

Thinking something

What?

I don't know and I don't care

But he looks regretful !

Really !

He looks as if he'll apologize .

But then he opens his mouth and ruins everything

" you , wipe your pathetic tears and follow me and yeah do not mistake what happened ,for my interest in you, a little pathetic weeping girl like you can never interest someone like me, anyways follow me, your history beckons you "

He grabbed my hands and forced my now weak knees to move

How can he be so cruel !

Why me?

Answer me almighty creator, why me

And just like that

I don't have any strength left to argue so I let him drag me

Well if I'm not wrong then he's loosened his grip

He's something close to gently treating me

Not taunting anymore on my tears

Or how I'm not beautiful enough for someone like him

Or how I can never interest him

Or how I'm a weeping little girl

No

He has my hands in his own somewhat gently, making small circles on my thumb with his thumb

I don't even know his first name

All he's given me is just " Barsetti "

But I know

Soon enough I'll be familiar with his first name too

And like that we make our way towards my place