Chapter 3

The minute Jack pulled his door open for me, I was on him immediately. The door got locked, with me pressing him against the door and kissing him with a budding urgency that has been growing in my stomach since the moment I texted him at the office today.

“Whoa, whoa there.” He said after breaking the kiss a few seconds later, staring at my face scrutinizingly. I took a few steps away from him, breaking eye contact and dragging in a huge breath.

Everything felt so overwhelming, one minute I was telling myself that I didn’t care about anyone the way no one cared about me and the next, I was forced to admit to myself that I liked someone and wished things didn’t have to end like this. I puffed out the breath I had dragged in slowly, locking eyes with Jack for the second time tonight since he had come to stand before me this time.

He placed his hands on my bare biceps and squeezed a little, I blinked at him, drinking in how handsome he looked. Jack was exactly an inch taller than my six foot height, he had blonde curls framing his face and neck which made him look extra sexy, a cute perfect looking nose and a smile beautiful enough to make my breath catch in my throat each time he focused that bright beam on my face.

He stroked my biceps slowly and I breathed out a deep sigh, life really is shitty and unbalanced, no one can convince me otherwise.

“What’s up with you, Nate?” He inquired quietly, his eyes staring deeply into mine, to the extent of it feeling like he could somehow find answers laying around in them. I blinked before shaking my head dismissively, “Nothing’s wrong, Jack.”

“Are you sure? Something felt really off when you came in a few minutes ago.” He whispered and I only shrugged. Of course he just has to be someone who’s super observant on top of everything.

“I just had a shitty day at work, that’s all.” I murmured when he kept on staring at me, a worried expression starting to grow on his face. He placed his hand at the back of my neck and pressed his fingers into the knotted up muscles there and I hummed quietly, arching my neck sideways and pressing my neck into his hand.

“Is it something your dad said to you at work?” He asked and my heart skipped a few beats, my eyes fluttering back open to stare at him. I’ve told him a few things about my dad on different occasions and he’s been obviously storing everything in his head.

I wrapped my fingers into the collar of his shirt and jerked him towards me until our bodies were pressed against each other, until I could feel his abs pressing into mine through our different pieces of fabric, until I could feel hard thighs pressing into super hard thighs.

“I don’t want to talk tonight, alright? I just want you to fuck me until I can’t think again.” I murmured against his lips and I felt him chuckle in response to my request.

“Oh yeah?” He drawled out, his hands stroking the knotted muscles in my neck once again, making me mewl and groan quietly for a few seconds before replying, “Yeah, need you to fuck me hard, and...” I wasn’t done with what I was saying before he was silencing me with a strong kiss, his hands still working on my throat muscles, digging into those sore spot and stroking them away, making me groan into the kiss as my eyes slid shut and my grip on the collar of his shirt tightened up.

He pulled away from the kiss and I slowly slid my eyes open again, tightening my hold on his shirt even more as desire pooled in the depth of his eyes. He slid his hands down my arms and maneuvered me around, pushing me out flat against the door and pressing his body firmly against mine. I puffed out a breath as the cold surface of the door sank into my cheek, he pressed his lips against my neck and I groaned softly, pushing back against him and groaning quietly as he started sucking on one of the sore spots he was massaging before.

He dug his fingers into my hair and jerked my head backwards against his shoulders, drawing out another groan from the deepest part of my throat. “Are you sure that's the only thing you want? For me to fuck you until you can’t think of whatever that’s bothering you anymore?” He murmured against my throat and I nodded my head immediately, biting back a moan when he bit the side of my neck.

“Yeah, that’s what I want.” I stuttered out a reply as I tried to stop my heart beat from racing to no avail.

“That’s what you’re going to get then,” He whispered into my ear and my eyes fluttered shut when he sucked my earlobe into his mouth. “I’m going to fuck you so hard, so hard and good until you’re boneless.”

He pulled on my hair again and I groaned loudly, feeling like my head was about to explode the moment he breathed hotly into my ear, my senses reeling hard. “Until you can’t think, until the ability to form words completely desert you, leaving you with no choice but to communicate with me by making those lewd sounds of yours, those sounds that drive me completely crazy.

I panted hard with my chest heaving deeply and my eyes squeezed close, there was something jack does with his words, the way he weaves them oh so perfectly, the way he talks whenever we’re about to have sex, vividly painting dirty stuffs out for me in my head, stuffs that throughly messes with my head and gets me unreasonably horny in a few seconds. He didn’t even have to do so many things, all he needed to do was to whisper those dirty promises into my ear and my dick would be hard as a nail in the next instant, leaking precum inside my boxer shorts and ready to explode in the next minute.

“Ugh, you’re so fucking hot, Nate.” He groaned against my throat before sucking on the beating pulse at the side of my neck, I tilted my head to the side, moaning huskily as he slid his tongue over that particular spot. He sank his teeth into my pulse while tugging on the roots of my hair and I groaned breathlessly, my knees weakening a little and my body going aflame as he sucked the bitten spot into the hot insides of his mouth once again.

He wrapped the hand that was in my hair a moment ago around my throat, tugging my face sideways until I was staring at him. He closed his hand around my throat, choking me a little and I stuttered out a shaky moan, my eyes fluttering close unconsciously.

There was this thing Jack does that nobody has ever been able to do to me, he could read my body like a book, figuring out what I need even before I realize it.

“Oh God.” I whispered around another stuttered moan when he squeezed slightly on my throat and at the same time grinded his hard cock into my ass through our different pieces of fabrics. He was barely cutting my air circulation off, but the feeling of his strong hand slightly squeezing my throat was enough to send shivers sliding over my whole body.

He tugged my face closer to his and took my mouth in a deep kiss, sucking my lower lips into his mouth and stroking his tongue over it, his hand still very much busy around my throat, stroking his thumb around the smooth surface and squeezing, making me whimper into the kiss over and over again, his mouth muffling and swallowing the sounds immediately. He finally broke the kiss and I panted hard, my head lolling against his shoulder.

I turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck, burying my fingers into the curls at the back of his neck and tugging him down into a kiss, I bit down on his lower lips before sucking it into my mouth and he pulled me tight against him in response, groaning into the kiss and sliding his hands from my waist over my ass. He slid his tongue into my mouth and I sucked on it, whimpering against it when he squeezed my ass cheeks and grind my hard on lightly against his. I tightened my hold on his neck and grind my hard on against his dick more firmly, tugging on his hair and deepening the kiss even more, our different pieces of fabric heightening the pleasure of our dicks rubbing against each other’s.

He walked me back until I was leaning against the door once again, tugging my arms loose from around his neck and pressing them into the door on each side of my head. He broke the kiss abruptly and latched into the pulse on the front of my neck before I could begin to catch my breath, dragging his teeth over the spot over and over again until it felt like my head was about to go up in flames before sucking the sore spot into his mouth, dragging out a throaty, raw moan from my mouth.

“Jesus,” I panted hard and tried to pull my wrists away from his tight hold but he didn’t budge, didn’t cease his ministration on my throat for a second either, eliciting more groans and whimpers from my throat while grinding his thigh against my hard on thoroughly.

He finally pulled away and rose to his full height, towering over me a little, I tried to tug my hands away from his strong grip to no avail, he only stood before me, with eyes beautiful as fuck and dangerous at the same time, hair looking disheveled- courtesy of my hands tugging on them and lips looking plump and shiny.

I groaned low in my throat and pushed out, “Just fuck me already,”

“I plan to,” He replied with a low chuckle as he dropped my hands and immediately started to lift my shirt over my head. Once my shirt was discarded, I gripped his belt and jerked him hard against me.

“Don’t plan, just fuck me already, like right now.” I choked out into his face, my head feeling kind of stuffy. I needed him to fuck everything out of me, but he was taking way too long at this point.

I was a huge fan of foreplay, a slut for it even, but I needed something else tonight, something fast and raw and hard so I could be out of here as fast as I can.

“Relax, Nate.” He murmured against my lips, still not moving like he was about to fuck me.

“I don’t want to relax for fuck’s sake, I just want you to fuck me– oh god, shit.” I trailed off with a kneeing sound tearing out of my throat when Jack suddenly spanked my ass, hard.

Fuck.

“I said I was going to give you what you want, but we’re doing it my way, got it?” He growled out against my lips while staring into my eyes, his dominant part of him shrugging out completely at this point, staring into my soul and making me blink and glance away from him.

“But Jack...” I started to say but his hand wrapped itself around my throat immediately, tugging me forward and dropping another hard spank on my ass which made me whimper into his face, my eyes fluttering close and open and close again.

“You were saying?” He drawled out, a sexy smirk playing across his lips.

“Um, um–” I started to say but he pressed a hard kiss on my lips, effectively shutting my brain and mouth up.

“That’s what I thought.”

Damn him.

Damn him for knowing me so well to this extent. Ever since he knew how well I responded to spanks, he’d been using it to his own benefit, and to my own pleasure– since I so much love to be spanked, despite how fucked up it sounded.

He tugged me away from the door and up the stairs until we got into his room, my body feeling very much charged and aroused as fuck. I dragged in the familiar scent of the room, letting it fill up my mind since I knew this was going to be the last time I’d be seeing this room. It’s the last time I’m going to smell this scent, the last time I’m going to see him.

God, it hurts.

I tried not to think about it, tried not to dwell on that information that was hell bent on not leaving the front of my mind anymore tonight, tried not to press myself more firmly than necessary against him when he tugged me against him once again, I really tried but it didn’t seem to be working since jack wrapped his hands around my face and whispered, “Shh, relax, I’m right here.”

I wanted to curse myself out and beat myself to a pulp with a stick for being this obvious but he was unbuttoning his shirt and shrugging out of it, completely diverting my attention from my mini embarrassment to his hot as sin body.

He placed his hands on his belt and raised his brow at me with a small, knowing smile tugging the sides of his lips as he began to side his pants down his hips. I watched with rapt attention, my mouth starting to water as I got mesmerized by how huge his bulge looked, still covered by his boxer briefs.

I knocked his hands away before he could start to shove his underwear down and replaced them with mine immediately, kissing his outlined jaw line lightly and moving downwards. I dragged my tongue across his nipple and he sucked in a harsh breath, his hands coming to rest on my shoulders. I moved towards my main destination, kissing his hard abs which were seriously attractive and dropping to my knees before him, puffing out a sharp breath.

I kissed his cock through the fabric of his boxer shorts and sat back to examine him, already imagining him sliding his thick length into my mouth.

He dug his hand into my hair without warning and pulled my head forward, pressing the head of his covered cock against my mouth and I drew it into my mouth, flicking my tongue against the thick head.

“Shit, oh man.” He crooned and puffed out a ragged breath, his hand tightening in my hair and I moaned around his length, my cock jerking in response in the tight confinement of my pants.

“Pull it out... yeah, that’s it.” He murmured, his fingers stroking the roots of my hair approvingly when I did as he requested right away, pulling his boxer short over his hips and wrapping my fingers around his thick, long length.

Have I mentioned that me being on my knees like this somehow makes me relax, with jack’s fingers stroking and pulling on my hair as he controlled my movements over his dick, it settles me in a weird kind of way, made my knotted muscles automatically relax throughout that moment– and of course Jack has picked that out as well after I’ve gone down on him a couple of times.

He took his cock from my grip and stroked it hard, my eyes following every glide of his fingers hungrily. “Open for me.”

I parted my lips and he pressed his dick into my mouth slowly, his grip tightening in my hair even more and in the next moment, I felt myself start to finally relax since I got here. My breath slid out slowly from my nose as I parted my mouth wider to receive the wide girth of his length, groaning around his length as I felt a small shudder run down my spine.

He threw his head back and groaned loudly, pulling out completely and sliding into my mouth once again, the moment he slammed into the back of my throat, I moaned loudly around his length, my eyes fluttering close and my dick jerking again, leaking precum profusely.

“God, you love it like this, don’t you?” He groaned out and I moaned around his length in response. “You want me to go deeper? Want me to slide into your throat hard and fast? Want me to choke you on my cock?” He murmured in a thick voice, his grip holding me firmly by my hair as he kept on sliding into my mouth while his words washed over me slowly, resulting in me kneeing lowly in my throat, my stomach churning in response and my dick almost digging a hole through my pants. I wanted all that so damn much, I wanted it like it was my source of breath, wanted it so desperately – and Jack knew it, because he could now read my whole body like a book and knew just exactly what I needed.

“Forget I asked, that’s what I’m going to do, going to fuck your throat raw tonight.” He moaned out and I whimpered against his length, pressing my palm flat against my throbbing cock through my pants just as he started to slide into my throat.

“Hands off your dick, that’s mine to handle.” He growled and I shuddered as another whimper got muffled in my throat by his cockhead, removing my hand from my dick immediately and completely focusing on getting him completely into my throat.

He pulled out and thrust in again, harder this time till he popped into my throat and kept on sliding in till all his dick was completely in my throat and my nose was pressing into his pubes. He tugged on my hair and moved a little without pulling out, rubbing the head of his cock around the insides of my throat, making me shudder a little.

“Yeah that’s it, Jesus fuck. You’re taking everything, every fucking thing.” He choked out, pulling out and thrusting in hard, hitting the inside of my throat hard and I swallowed around him, dragging in deep breaths from my nose into my empty lungs.

He pulled out and slid in, bottoming out in my throat. I groaned around his length to stimulate his dick thoroughly and he threw his head back almost immediately, groaning and cursing thickly. He made to pull out but my hands shot out and pressed hard on his ass, leaving him with no choice but to remain in my throat. I swallowed hard around him, precum sliding in on each swallow, his length hardening even more and more until he was cumming without warning, his deep groans heightening my brains and sending shivers along with goosebumps over my whole skin.

“Fuck, that was insane.” He breathed out around a pant as he pulled out, already softening a little. I bit on my lips as I stared up at him, my mind starting to cloud up once again. He pulled me up immediately, wrapping his hand around my throat and kissing me deeply, pulling me out from wherever my mind was almost pulling me into. I gasped into the kiss when he squeezed my throat hard, coming back to reality with a jolt, my eyes fluttering open slowly.

“There you are, I’ve got you.” He whispered against my lips, his hands combing my hair away from my face. I blinked at him slowly, wondering why he was staring at me like this– like he was worried about me.

“What happened?” I choked out, my voice breaking a little.

“You almost went into sub space back there.” He murmured, still combing his fingers through my hair, a sharp contrast to him tugging hard on my hair just the way I’d always wanted it, some moments ago.

“Oh,” I replied, my head feeling buzzed and light headed for an unknown reason.

He kept on staring at me without saying a thing and I cleared my throat slowly before asking, “So um, are you going to fuck me now?”

I didn’t know what was happening to me, didn’t understand why the urgent need vibrating throughout my body when I arrived here wasn’t there anymore.

I didn’t even know if I still wanted to get fucked, but then this was the last time I was going to be seeing him. I’m going to get fucked one last time by him, whether my mind was still into it or not.

“Of course. I promised, didn’t I?”