louis pov

Gawking at the huge building in front of me which seemed like a five storey building and two bungalows surrounding it at the sides, i sighed for the hundredth time pulling my last box out of my dad's trunk.

Long story short, i couldn't fight against them so i'm at this boarding school i've never heard of.

The garden looked really pretty and it seemed like a place i'd love to lay down with AirPods plugged in my ear and drowning in music, shutting the whole world out.

There was a field at the other side, i'm guessing for football and soccer matches.

The compound was huge, the school is huge and so bright and colourful with students flooding in and out looking happy while i looked like i got drenched with water from how grumpy i looked.

It wasn't as bad as i thought it'd look, it was actually refreshing being in a new environment and certainly away from the people i hate most right now.

I watched other students happily having conversations with their parents and hugging them in between, i don't wish to have a healthy relationship with my parents anymore because it's tiring how much i've tried to understand them and make decisions on my own to make us closer but it never works.

"We won't be escorting you inside so i've called the hostel master to come get you and take you to your room. I need not remind you that you're different from everyone else here, you're special and you don't have to get involved with them and please don't embarrass us, you're a public figure and i don't want to be called to your school because you displayed any sort of bad behaviour" My mum said handing me a wallet.

"Your dad sent some money to your account and there's few two hundred notes in this wallet, spend them wisely and don't act like you're too wealthy"

"Where's dad? is he going to stay in the car untill i leave?"

"He's not seeing you off, he's still upset about what happened last week"

"Ughhh, honestly he's so immature, both of you"

"I'm not in the mood to argue with you and

please don't act so girly"

"It's called Effeminacy, it's the embodiment of traits in a boy or man that are more often associated with feminine behavior, mannerism, style, or gender roles rather than with traditionally masculine behavior, mannerisms, style or roles. It's not a bad thing so stop making disgusting faces at me and i don't even act girly and discard this mentality that every effeminate man is gay!"

"I could care less, make sure to eat healthy and please don't go around telling everyone you're gay"

"That's my decision to make, goodbye"

"Don't tell me you're seriously leaving without a hug?"

"We don't do hugs mum, bye" I finished dragging a few of my boxes with me while i watched their car zoom off.

"Hi, you must be louis?" I turned to the voice of the man in front of me with a gray shirt and simple blue jeans with a name tag that read 'house master'

"Ughmm- yes i'm louis, you must be the bead master"

"Yes, you can call me Patrick, where are your parents? aren't they going to escort you inside?"

"They had an urgent meeting so they left already, can you help me pick up the last boxes behind you? i can't carry them all at once"

"Yes sure, just follow the other students especially the boys so you could find the dorms, i'll be right behind you"

I nodded at him dragging my box on the ground while it made weird noises, I noticed some other guys going to a certain place with their bags so i followed them while they talked loudly about football and all the hot girls they banged this summer.

I joined a few of them in the elevator which they almost squeezed me considering how small i was to them, they were quiet buff with this athletic body that i never want to have.

Don't get me wrong or anything but i love all body types but i love being soft and fluffy and i went for fluffy hair today and a simple pink shade lip gloss to pass a certain message to anyone, my aura today will be totally different and have people staring at me, first impression matters.

The elevator door opened when it got to the second fourth floor and we rushed out while i checked my letter of offer for my room number.

108, found it.

I tried to push the door open but it was locked, they never said it'll be locked. I knocked a few times before someone noticed how pathetic i looked and stopped to help me out.

"The thing around your neck is supposed to help you open your door" He said walking away and i didn't get to look at him properly, i muttered a 'thanks' before doing what he said and the door opened revealing a grey painted wall with two large beds at the edge of the walls.

Grey, my favourite colour. well this is a good start.

I sat on the bed smiling at how soft and cozy it was before i remembered jack.

I really had to break things off with him and not because my mum asked me to but because i was too ashamed to face him, i had lied about coming out to my parents and i understand that he felt insulted and lied to so i decided to call it off and i can't do long distance either.

I didn't have any friends so it wasn't as terrible as i thought leaving home and being here although it wasn't that far from home, probably a four hour drive.

I wanted to take a quick nap but i'd miss whoever it was that would walk in as my roommate, i'm really hoping it's not some egocentric cocky jerk and they were always handsome.

I really want someone similar to me, not necessarily gay or anything but someone who's fun and can understand me at least even if i'm popular for being a genius.

Never mind, i'll take a nap.