Aiden's Point of View

After we finished eating, Jacob and others went home. I thought Wyatt would go home with them but he stayed at the condo with me. Aish, I want to drive him away but I don't want to talk to him. Can't he go home now? I want to cry. I want to release all my tears that I couldn't release earlier. What else is he going to do here besides hurt my chest? I want to be alone right now and clear my mind. Please, I hope Wyatt will think about going home.

I am now in the bedroom while he is in the living room. Well, I've been locked up here for a while now so I can't tell if Wyatt is still here.

I took a deep breath before turning the doorknob. When I opened the door, I was surprised by what greeted me. I was about to close the door when Wyatt quickly stopped it. Damn, what is he doing at the front door?

"Are you mad?" He asked, "I didn't do anything bad to you, ah."

"I'm not mad," I replied. I lowered my eyes to his feet. I couldn't look him straight in the eye.

"You know you always look down when you lie?" He uttered. He sighed, "What's the reason, why are you angry with me?"

I gulped. Because I'm here but why do you need to find someone else! I'm so close to you, but you're still looking at someone else!

I want to shout that on his face but I don't have the courage to do it.

I heaved a sigh, "You didn't do anything. My head is just really hot right now." I looked up at him, "I want to be alone now so go home. We also have school later, you might be late if you don't leave now."

He tilted his head, "So, now you're pushing me away?" He sniggered, "Is it because of what I said earlier? You're homophobic? You don't want me to end up with a man, do you?"

I crossed my eyebrows. I'm not homophobic but yes, I don't want you to end up with a man. No, I don't want you to end up with another man. Damn. Am I being selfish? I thought I would be satisfied with what we are now. But why... I'm still longing for a deeper relationship? Fuck.

"No," I shook my head. "I told you, didn't I? To try to date him. How did that turn out to be homophobic? I'm your friend, I'll support you in all your decisions in life."

Yeah, I'm your friend. I'm just your friend and our relationship will only last until then.

I knew from the beginning that we couldn't really be together. No chance, I have no chance because Wyatt only thinks of me as a friend. Add to that the fact that we're both boys, we've been friends for a long time and as far as Wyatt knows I'm straight.

I didn't know that liking your best friend could be so painful. I never thought that the first person I would love in my entire life would be Wyatt, and he would also be the first person to break my heart.

"If we go out, will you support us?" he asked. "Even if you don't know him yet? Even if you haven't seen him yet?" He added.

I nodded and smiled, "Of course. Friends are like that. You can introduce him to me any time you want."

His brows furrowed, "Why are you faking your smile?" He asked which shocked me.

"H-Huh? What do you mean?" I looked away and scratched my head. Fuck. When did my fake smile become obvious?

"Don't ever try to fool me," Wyatt uttered. He pushed me and entered the room. My eyes widened when he locked it. There is no one else here except me, so why did he lock it? "Do you think you can make me believe by smiling like that?" He scoffed, "You're wrong, Aiden."

"Damn. Why don't you just go home?" I raised my voice, "Just don't pay attention to me again like you did the past few days. You're good at that, aren't you? Go home and go to school together with your man!"

He scoffed, "My man? Why does it sound like I was cheating on you?" That surprised me. Damn it. He walked closer to me while I stepped backwards, "You're not homophobic. You got mad at me after mentioning about dating a man. You even mumbled, 'You're such a bad guy, Wyatt. You're hugging me while talking about another guy. Meanie~' Do you think I didn't hear? I heard you loud and clear. Do you perhaps... like me?"

My brows furrowed and I think I'm gonna cry. Am I caught? So, what will happen to the two of us if I confess? I don't want him to leave me. Yes, I got jealous over the man he mentioned but I don't really want to be far away from him. I want to be with him even if he won't end up with me. Fuck. Please, don't snatch him away from me.

I don't want to be far from him. So even if I have to lie and cover up my feelings, I will. It's okay to hurt, it will heal.

"Of course, I like you because you're my best friend," I answered.

"You know what I mean, Aiden," he said, seriously. "Do you like me as a man?"

"N-No," I chuckled. "What are you saying? H-How can I— hmp!" I didn't finish what I was going to say when Wyatt pulled me for a kiss.

He let go of me right away but I'm still shocked. W-Why did he do that?

"Stop lying, will you?" Wyatt sighed, "I like you, Aiden. Let's go out."

"W-What?!" My face heated and my heart raced. It felt like my face and chest would explode any time. What the fuck is he saying?

"You... Are you playing with me?" I asked. "Is this your way to get me to confess? I'm sorry, but I really don't have any feelings for you. I'll just think it never happened, go home."

"I'm sorry but what I said is true," he replied. "I like you."

"Argh! Shut up!" I yelled. "Fuck, fine! I like you, I like you a lot! Are we okay now? Stop it and go home. I've admitted how I feel about you so don't torture me!"

"Oh..." He smiled, "You like me, too. Then, let's go out."

He just said that he wanted to try dating the guy who confessed to him. So, why?

"What are you..." I mumbled. Fuck. I think I'm gonna cry. Why is he playing with me? "Wyatt, please leave. And let's pretend nothing happened today."

"I don't think I can," he replied. "Go out with me, Aiden."

"Dammit! Can you please stop, already? I've confessed to you, what else do you want? Didn't you say you were going to try to date the man who confessed to you so why are you telling me that now?" And my tears fell down.

"I also confessed to you, so why don't you believe me? Do I look like I'm lying?" He came to me and hugged me, "Sorry. I won't take your answer, from now on, we are dating."

"No. N-No..." My lips trembled.

He heaved a sigh, "This is our first day together. Please, stop crying. I'm going to cry, too if you continue."

"As if I could stop them! Fuck it!" I tried to push him but he wouldn't budge. Damn, he won't let go.

"Do you still doubt me?" He asked. "I can show you and make you feel how much I like you, Aiden," he said before he let go of me. He stared at me for a moment before he kissed me. Not just a peck, it was a french kiss.

I don't want to give in to his kisses but I can't help it. I feel intoxicated by his kisses. Just now we were standing, but now we are lying on the bed. He was on top of me while I was under him.

He put his hand inside my clothes and played with my nipple. It was like electricity ran through my whole body when he did that.

"Hmm~" I mumbled softly.

He kissed my neck while his fingers played with my nipples. His kiss on my neck sent an additional tickle through my entire system.

"Ugh, fuck..." I mumbled.

He suddenly stopped doing his business which disappointed me. I looked at him directly in his eyes, asking why he stopped.

"I'm already hard just by hearing your moans," he uttered which made my face red. "Damn it," he hugged me.

"Y-You don't want to continue anymore?" I asked. "Is it because you remember that man?"

He chuckled, "So, you really got jealous, huh?" He faced me, "I lied. No man has confessed to me, I just want to know your reaction."

"You..." my brows met.

He hugged me again, "Okay. Sorry, sorry. Please, don't get mad at me."