The next morning I ate breakfast alone, to avoid my parents and Lea I went to the mall just to kill time. I had lunch with my best friend Jenny and shared the unhappy news.

Your twin always wants to have the things you already own declared Jenny, the she ask me what do you plan to do now?

Well this is my second day back home but I already want to take the next available plane out I answered. I'm definitely not interested about their explanations since they have already decided to replace me as the bride without informing me. Seems like I was always the last one to know about the changes in our household, like I was never given any chance to choose. I always need to understand Lea, when we were sick. Mom has to take care of her since she is weaker the nanny will take care of me. Let Alex take her to the prom she is too shy nobody asked her, Lea is more fitted to join Dad's company and so much more. I had enough Jen, I told her all I want now is to get out of her shadows. This whole cheating and wedding chaos just proved that my family does not need me, they don't really care for me.

Jenny took both of my hands in hers looked me directly in the eye then said, " Liz I will always support you no matter what, but promise me whatever it is you decide to do make sure the two of us don't end up being strangers."

When Jenny returned to work I decided to call my school a in Micronesia and ask if the work she offered me is still available.

I stayed at the mall until it closed, then drop by the bar had 3 bottles of beer. It was already 10pm when the taxi stop in front of our villa, I went straight to my room. Lea was sitting on my bed, if you want my room. You should have told me yesterday I angrily told her. I waited for you, Lea answered I know sorry is not enough but please understand Alex and I did not intend for all of this to happen. We ended up being close after spending so much time together preparing for the wedding. When he visited you 6 weeks ago I had a fight with my boyfriend Gabriel. After so much time with Alex I ended up always comparing Alex and Gabriel, always requesting Gab to lessen his work and spend more time with me. Gab got mad and told me i was just getting envious of your wedding. When Alex came home he noticed something was off, told me i could discuss my problem with him.. We talked over several bottles of beer, we got drunk and ended spending the night together. It only happened once i did not expect to become pregnant. Alex always love you and he still does, but both of our parents are scared my pregnancy will create a scandal that will affect all the businesses our families are into.

What done is done I answered Lea, the only thing left is to move forward. Do what you think is necessary but now please go I'm tired and would like to get some sleep