MR. Noah Black P.O.V:

I WAS Laying down on a bed in the hospital, feeling horrible that I'm still alive. I never thought that I will try to put an end to my life because of love! I hate that they saved me.I know he is going to heaven and I won't meet him because someone like me is going to hell for sure for all of my sins, God will never forgive me.

The news remained on top. Does everyone want to understand why Kim committed suicide? And why I sought to finish my life after I heard that? The reporters everywhere, my guards prevent any of them to pass through my door. Even the news, the doctors shut it down for me to do not get depressed again.

I heard the door opening. I spun my head to find someone I don't know sneaked and stepped inside.

I twirl my body and struggled to straighten my back in a shock! How he did that? How he passed through all my guards.

I widened my eyes and hollered "Who the hell are you? "

"Mr. Noah, I need to take five minutes of your time, I'm a reporter and I need_" He pointed to me with his hands, he tried to calm me down TO Do not yell and call for the guards.

"Sorry, I have nothing to say, if you are just here to ask me about Kim! Then sorry, can't you see That I'm at the hospital now?"I frown and stared away from him.

He stepped closer to me and pulled a chair and began to take notes "Sir! I find out that you tried to kill yourself after hearing that Mr. Kim committed suicide! I don't think this is a coincidence!"

"I do not give a damn your to opinions or your thinking! Get out of here now! I have nothing to say." I shrieked giving him my back, I didn't want to call in the guards, I didn't want to hurt anyone else ever again, but I don't have intentions to talk either.

I'm suffering enough to forget the past, to forget about what I did to Kim! There's no medicine on earth could do this even amnesia, because he is the only person that I will remember forever and my mental and even my subconscious will scroll his memories all the time.

He gazed at me "Don't you have any regrets?! Can't you talk even for once! Not for his fans but to release his suffering soul to rest in peace? "

I narrowed my eyes at him in disbelief "You want to put me in jail?!?"

He crossed his arms over his chest accusing me as if he knows something "Why? Are you the killer?"

I blew a deep breath away "Yes, I'm the killer! I squeezed his heart by my own hands! I smashed his innocent soul! I'm the main cause for what he did to himself!" I sighed clutching my hair nervously.

He questioned me in curiosity and left the pen from his hands to pay attention to my words as if he was sure that I will tell him everything "can you tell me, how?"

I cleared my throat, and I stand up tardily, barely could stand by myself, I walked to the window looking at the snowy weather, flashback in my own mind" it's a long a story, I think I should start over from the beginning, 7 years ago." I sighed.

I was about to tell him, but suddenly the door opened and a doctor stepped inside in a rush with a huge smile.

"Mr. Noah!Mr. Noah "he bawls out my name with a freaking laugh.

"What is it?"I furrowed my eyebrows.

"You have to take a look at the news, I will open the tv for you, "The doctor said in a hurry and he took the remote control to open the TV.

"No, Don't_" I shrieked to stop him, I Don't need to hear about Kim funeral.

But I widened my eyes when I heard that... SWITCHING FROM CHANNEL TO ANOTHER ... I DROPPED MY JAW WATCHING THIS.

'Mr. Kim is Alive, the doctors saved him at the last minute, they did a miracle! '

'Mr. KIM is Alive, our insider reporter said that he was calling for someone called Noah all the time '

'Mr. Kim is Alive, he is still in the intensive care but the doctors say that he will be okay soon and will be transferred to a normal room after couple of days '

'Mr. Kim is Alive, but who is Noah! The name that he was calling all the time in the middle of the operation? Is he Mr. Noah Black? The billionaire? That year-ago rumors were started about both of them?'

I stepped closer from the tv and gulped "Is it true? He is alive or I'm illusion this? Someone yell at me "I questioned in a thunderstruck.

The doctor chuckled and tapped over my shoulder "He is alive!"and then he pulled me to lay my body again, because I was going to fell down , I couldn't believe my eyes, whispering in my mind , is there any chance now to erase the old horrible days and make a new good one with Kim ?