Noah Black p.o.v:

I hesitated walked to kim room and knocked the door. I wanted to offer something could end the 30 days fast... I wanted to be with him again as soon as possible. 

And i got a brilliant idea for that. All I have to do is to tell him about it.

I knocked for a long time. Until he unlocked the door.he opened it slowly just a bit sticking his head between .

He stare at me " what do you want Noah?  I told you not to come over here and leave a distance! " he raised his eyebrows and huffed.

I gulped rolling my eyes" it's just, i have an idea for both of us "

He huffed " us?!  There's no us!  Anyway go on"

I trembled, scratching the back of my neck " what if?!  What if I put it down all on papers for you?! "

He narrowed his eyes with curiosity " what do you mean?! "

" i mean that, give me all your questions and I will answer it all at once!  Written as handwritten book! " i gulped glaring at him. I think that was huge mistake, because if I failed in one then i will lose to be for him for the next 29 days.

He rubbed his chin " it's good idea, at least i won't waste my time for 30 days" he smirked teasing me.

I groan then i blew a deep breath to calm my temper " okay, write your questions on a paper and handed it to Me."

He rubbed his hands together " actually I have a better one... Write down our past, as confession of your dark side and everything starting from the day we met until now "

" really?  And no more questions?! " i widened my eyes.

" yes no more questions, but if you lied about anything then i will _ um, you know " he murmured.

I nodded " okay, don't worry, no more lies, i promise " he shook his head as agree.

Then He stepped back to close the door, but he opened it again pointing to me by his small finger " you know that it's your last chance right?! "

" yes" i sighed frustrated.

" good, just keep it in your mind, just in case you tried to fake something or draw a lie in your confession " he furrowed his eyebrows as warning to me.

" okay kim " i smiled slightly.

" Noah! " he called my name huskily. 

I gazed at him " huh?!"

" actually it's your first and your last chance, you didn't ask me ever before for a chance " he frown.

" I _ I'm sorry kim " i stuttered.

" i hope that you are really sorry Noah!  I hope so!  Because I was the one who begged you thousands of times to stay with me!  You broke your heart Noah!  " he blew a deep sigh and stare away.

I raised my hands to touch his face to confront him but I drop it down again, I was afraid, and he was untouchable this time, I have never been afraid in my whole life before, even from death. But i figured out that there's something I could be afraid of!  It's love and loving your soul mate. Now I know the meaning of soul mate!  When your mate die, your soul will be buried with him in grave.

We remained looking deeply to each other in silence. The last 7 years were scrolling down like a movie in between his eyes to me. Some was good, and other was so bad.

My heart skipped some beats when I noticed that his tears started to fall down. I wanted to wipe his eyes.

I couldn't hold on anymore and watch him cry so I wiped his tears by my hand.

" Sorry but i can't keep a distance at moment like this." I apologized to him.

" do you know that you never wiped my tears! " he choked and his pulses accelerated, he was barely breathing.

I cleared my throat " actually I did before " my voice was barely coming out of my mouth. As if I was whispering.

He widened his eyes " when?! "

" after the party!  You cried and i wiped your tears,that's when I figured out that I'm interested in you, that's when I discovered that I'm falling for you!  That's what when I realized that I'm not gonna be the womanizer jock anymore because I'm falling with a cute guy named Kim" I sighed telling him while i was spacing out with the memories. Because that was the next day we met by coincidence. Or maybe fate bumped him into my path.

Kim held his breathing for a seconds trying to remember " how forgot about that?! " he raised his eyebrows.

" because you think that you loved me more than I did." i whispered.

He heaved " that's right! "

" No, don't push the things and race up, just wait, and I will write down everything to you " i smiled and leaned close to his face gazing at his lips then i raised my lips to kiss his forehead.

Then i walked away to my office leaving him confused and curious. For the first time he saw me as a big mystery. Bit this the truth that he didn't know about. I'm a big puzzle for everyone but i didn't like to complicate his life or my life anymore.

And i decided to stay awake and write down everything honestly, even if it was mg last chance as he said.