Sherry

As I was driving on my way to Derek house. I have hesitated in the beginning. I just waited after I sent the song to Esteban. I was crying heavily. I didn’t want Derek to see me like this. I hate when someone sees me at a weak point.

Only Esteban was allowed to see my tears. His chest was my home in my worst days ever since I was a little child. His shoulder is the pillow that gives me a comfortable feeling to sleep on. His hands always were my napkin that wiped my tears,

How could anyone blame me for loving him after what he did to me?!

That isn’t fair at all.

Not every brother does those things to his sisters. He is a man of his kind. There was only one Esteban. Always had given me much time off his busy time. He placed me in the first rank on the top of his priorities. I was always his first choice and he always chooses me over anything else.

When I was a little girl, at the age of 14 I do remember this incident very well till this day as if it happened yesterday. I was growing up. My body was changing obviously and my breast was bigger than my age.

I was practicing with the tennis team in the club. And Esteban promised me that day that he will come early and watch me in the practice and then we will go out to have lunch together.

The coach was young but not so much actually, he was in the early thirties but I was just fourteen years old.

He out of the blue came behind me and stuck his body to my back. I didn’t notice in the beginning that he was touching me intentionally. I was just a little girl, so naive and polite. He was telling me that he was showing me the best way to hit the ball. He was pressing on my hand. Swaying his bottom to my ass.

Until his other hand pressed on my boobs and he leaned whispering into my ear “your boobs are growing up now. I want to see your nipples.” he said unashamedly. He was a sick person to think of a little girl like me almost half of his age.

I trembled under his touch but his hard dick was twitching in his pants and he was glued to my ass even more. I was too scared. But Esteban comes from nowhere and beats this coach making his face look like a ball of blood.

He noticed that I was scared. He was always taking care of me. He was always sending his men behind me to know every step of me. Yes, I knew it. All the time I was well known for what Esteban was doing to protect me.

It was easy for him to read in between the lines of my words. It was easy for him to know what I was hiding from him. And the strangest thing was that he didn’t and couldn’t see my love for him.

I was mentally losing all my senses. Did I wonder why this time?

Maybe he just noticed but he ignored me on purpose.

I couldn’t know and I didn’t dare until this confession at that party.

Finally, my tears were off— I turned my car after roaming around Derek house for more than a couple of houses. I parked my car outside the gate because I spotted a car parked inside like one of Esteban cars.

Yes. He has so many cars. He had a small passion for sports cars.

I didn’t know what I should do. To run away or to see if that was really an Esteban car. But somehow I convinced myself that Esteban wouldn’t know Derek's house that fast. And even so, Esteban won’t do anything to me.

But I was so wrong. Once I stepped inside, I figured out that Esteban was going to kill Derek. He was strangling Derek and an old man was standing helplessly next to them trying to help Derek.

I waited until I heard Esteban asking for my place. Deep inside me, I was happy that he left his engagement party and his Emma to be with me. Kind of feeling satisfied that part of my plan succeeded.

But I was still heartbroken and mad because he was just asking for his sister not searching for me because he loves me as a man and a woman.

Yes, it’s too insane and hard to believe. I had no idea either even if Esteban fell in love with me. What will be the next step?

I knew very well there’s no next in our relationship. Just will remain as secret incest relationship.

But I didn’t care, I was ready to be in a secret love affair with Esteban for the rest of my life.

Even if he didn’t touch me for the rest of my life.

But when I blurted out “I’m here Esteban.” he just threw me with a different look. Then he flipped me to his back and I was pushed inside the back seat with wrapped hands.

I wasn’t sure what I was doing, especially after I told Derrick to forget about me because I do love someone else. Of course, Esteban was the only one who knew who I love.

I tried to open the door of the car while the car was moving at high speed. I was mentally unconscious of what I was doing. Seriously I was just acting like a crazy girl.

But I guess that made the monster inside Esteban to appear and pop out. His eyes turned into a scary zombie look and screeched into my ear “I will fucking punish you.”

I couldn’t tell if my heart beats were skipping some beats or if it were insanely highly beating. But for sure I was barely breathing. My body was shivering from the unknown destiny.