Esteban

I barked with all of my voice at Zeal. There was no sign for Sherry and I was like crazy, couldn't control my anger and my jealousy and moreover I was so worried about her.

Especially after I’ve heard the voice message from her.

I was just listening to the song in my car and wanted to cry but my personal assistant was with me. I couldn’t just let him know what’s going on. But I was sure that he felt something strange was going on.

It was just so suspicious it wasn’t a normal relationship between brother and sister at all.

It wasn’t a desire for feelings to hook up. It was deeper and stronger. I would like to live next to her for the rest of my life without touching her.

But as much as my possessions on her and as much as I reacted in more selfishness but that wasn’t what I wanted. I wanted to let her go and live her life normally with another guy. I didn’t want to be selfish.

I knew that she would be destroyed emotionally for a while but later she would forget about me.

It was just bad timing; I wasn’t ready yet to see her with another guy.

I knew that I did make the first move when I announced my engagement to Emma. But— still not ready to face the fact that she will be sooner or later under another man's body and get fucked by his dick.

Oh, fuck! I want to scream now for imagining this fucking horrible scene.

I just couldn’t let her go now. I need more time. But I made a vow to not be selfish. I’m just still confused.

And by every single word of the song I was heartedly losing my breath, with the tremble and the sincere love in between her voice. All I was hoping at that moment to see her right away and hug her tightly for a very long time.

Finally, Derek appeared from nowhere yelling at me “what the fuck are you doing in my house?! You kicked me from your house but you can’t barge into my house commanding me and yell.”

I raised my brow and smirked at his words “fuck you! And fuck your house. I want my sister now or I will wreck this house on your head.” I warned him and I wasn’t kidding.

He rolled his eyes at me “well, I’m not scared and your sister is my girlfriend. I will protect her. Now get out of here politely without making a fuss.” He said calmly as if he wasn’t scared of me. How could he dare to face me bluntly?!

I laughed hysterically at his attitude “seriously! Force me then to get out of here and I swear to god to kill you before that. Kid! You don’t want to compete with me. Don’t even try to see my other bad side because you won’t get enough time to regret. Because you will be buried in your grave.” I explained to him boldly and slowly hoping that he might see how much rage and intensity in my words.

He crossed his arms over his chest “whatever, I don’t care. I’m still talking to you respectfully because I do love your sister, so please don’t make me like an enemy. I will propose to her soon and marry her.” Derek was trying his best to break the ice between me and him but he didn’t know that every word coming out of his mouth was making me angrier.

Hell to him! He thinks that when he tells me how much does he love my Sherry that I will like him?! Fuck him! He will never get her. She’s mine until I decided to give her to the best person.

I raised my head up and commanded him sternly “go and get me, my sister, now.” I said slowly and confidently.

He shook his head in disbelief “hello, did you hear me?” He waved to me with his hand.

I rubbed my chin indignantly “where’s Zeal?” I asked him all of the immediate. Yes, he really needs his father right at that moment or I will fuck his fucking stupid head.

“father!!!!!!!!!” Derek roared calling for his father.

Zeal walked downstairs to us with a wide smile to me and came along “well, hello Mr. Esteban what a nice visit?” He came closer to shake hands with me but when he saw the grimace face of mine he gulped nervously and switched his eyes to his son “Derek! What’s going on?”

I replied instead of Derek “your dumbass son kidnapped my sister.” I shrieked.

Is that even considered kidnapping? The guy left my house alone. I didn't see my sister until now. And there's no single sign for her car or anything belongs to her.

I know that she might not be here. He just wanted to act like a brave man to protect his girlfriend.

Fuck! What a girlfriend. I didn't even accept that. She didn't take my permission to date that guy.

She didn't need to take my permission. She's a lady now.

She is not fucking a lady. She is still a virgin.

Wake up Esteban you can't force her and imprison her in your cage forever.

I can, she's my love.

But you didn't dare to confess to her and you are afraid to face the world, then let her go.

How should I live without her?

Now you are just acting like a foolish selfish confused man again!

Yes. Whatever. I won't let her go now. If that was crazy love or selfish then it's okay with me.

I snapped to myself to come back from my angel and devil inner self-thoughts when Zeal asked his son.

My conscience blamed me but my heart was satisfied with what I was doing. Which one of them I should agree with?! It's not an easy love battle.

Zeal dropped his jaw “is that so son? How could you do something like that?” Then Zeal turned his head to me trying to explain “I think there’s a misunderstanding here Mr. Esteban. Let me see what I can do for you.” Zeal was turning into so nervous. Yes, he knows me well. Even so, he was so powerful and rich but he wasn’t like me.

I step on anyone that comes on my path. I could destroy his companies and buy his shares and throw him to the street to start from scratch again.

I raised my eyebrows “I want my sister Sherry now or I will make you and your son regret it and you don’t even imagine what I will do to you. This is not a crap business deal, that’s my little and only sister. She’s my life. I could kill for her sake. Got that Zeal?” I explained bluntly and slowly emphasizing every word coming out of my mouth.

I swear I would kill Derek if I didn’t find my sister and I won’t regret it at all.

Derek sulked “you can’t do anything to me, Mr. Esteban. She asked for my protection and I won’t disappoint her. She’s my girlfriend.”

I stormed towards Derek and choked his neck by my hand “what the fuck of my words you couldn’t understand?” I clenched my teeth and exclaimed bitterly.

Zeal came towards me trying to release his son from my crushing grip who was clearly losing his breath “please Mr. Esteban, I will get her to you. Please forgive my son. He is just a kid.”

I pulled my hand away giving space for Derek to fill his lungs with air. I gazed at Derek “now talk! Where’s she?”

Derek stared at his father who nodded to him to say. Derek nodded “she’s—” he was saying but we were all interrupted by Sherry stepping inside and yelling at me “I’m her brother,” she said in a low tone.

I turned my body to her, shooting her with grave gazes but deep inside I wanted to run towards her and pull her into a secure hug. I was so concerned about her.

But that means she wasn't inside here all that time. Then why did he face me? Does that mean he really loves her?

Does that mean I should give both of them a chance!

I blew a deep sigh to calm my temper then I hastened towards Sherry “look what you've done? I was going to kill Derek If you didn’t show up at the right time.” I shook my head in defeat.

She blinked at me then she bowed her head a little to Derek “thank you, Derek, for everything. But I guess I just can’t be with you anymore.”

He dropped his jaw and stepped closer to her but I folded my arm to block his path. He stared at her shockingly with a trembling tone “but I do love you. I swear.” He said to her in an implored tone.

She smiled and nodded “I know. But I can’t just pull you to the death path. Because as much as you want to protect me as much as I won’t be able to save you. Because I’m in love with someone else. Sorry.” She said simply and shrugged her shoulders. With her glances at me, she was killing me. She made me blame myself for making her love me. But it was out of my hands. She’s not a victim either. We just fell in love with each other abnormally.

Before Derek could open a conversation, I pulled Sherry hand, she pushed mine “let me go. I won’t come back with you. I don’t want to see you ever again.” She squirmed between my grip.

But I flipped her to my back and gestured to my personal assistant to follow me.

I tossed the keys of my car to him to take the wheel and drive. I wrapped my arms around Sherry tightly and pushed her in the back seat where I sat next to her to hold her tightly. She was cursing and yelling and pushing me in my chest. I was just quite but when she tried to jump out of the car, I pulled her to my chest and bellowed “I will fucking punish you for that.”