While looking for you, the investigators found out that you had a pre natal check up before you disappeared Alex declared while continously looking at Liz. searching her face for any trace of guilt. But her face only showed sadness and regrets.

You have already planned your future with Lia Liz said, she became your substitute bride without even warning me. You have given up on me, you have forgotten that i ever existed, you've thrown away everything that we had the moment you had a chance to be with my Twin. Did you ever love me? Or Am I just a substitute? I have endless questions like what happened? Am I ugly? do i have a nasty attitude? did i took you forgranted? Did i made a mistake choosing my career instead of staying beside you? I was torturing myself with thiose questions. When the doctor told me i was pregnant, i envisioned the.torture my child is going to have, how can i explain that his father is my twin sister's husband?

How will thw holidays be if both Lia and me should attend? how will my child call Lia's child? should we tell them their cousins or siblings?

I had no choice but to leave, i know you will all be busy to notice me go, instead of going to the church i just took a bus and left. When i accepted the teaching job i told them about the pregnancy, and requested for an offshore assignment. I place that people from home will have a hard time looking. I want my child to have a normal childhood, no intriguing family relations, no shadowy background.

Being pregnant is hard, more harder when Im alone in a foreign island, wherein some are condeming me while.most are feeling sorry.

But i was determined to give my child a chance to live no matter what so i fought all the hardships, Iwas lucky to have found friends and coworkers who treated me as part of their family.

ALEX POV

I can't remove my eyes from Liz, while she told me what happened to her. She became miserable but aje nevee gave up. I was actually guilty she had to go thru those hardships. Learning how hard hee life has become i realized i can't let go of her now.I failed hee beforeI have to correct that immediately.